Okay….a lot going on and I don’t like the lot that is going on. It’s too much. It requires things like phone calls and peopling. I have several accounts I can’t get logged into.
And money. Not that I have a job to have money. But anything I have is flowing out like a deep wound.
Dad’s physical health is okay, but mentally…he keep losing so many things and I can’t find them. Tearing the house apart, digging the truck around…nothing! I can’t even imagine just where they are going! It’s like a black hole opens up and swallows them. So far…he’s lost his iPhone and now his wallet. I already called the bank.
So many things are broken or need servicing.
I keep trying to clean but I’m hindered by broken stuff. So things haven’t been fully cleaned like they should.
Then there’s bits of the house that’s falling apart. The bathroom in Dad’s room needs so much work. Toilet is leaking. Just found that there is a sink across from it that has been leaking but no clue as to how long. But long enough that the bottom of the cabinet below has mold growing on it. The dishwasher leaks. The dryer isn’t hooked up right because of a hose section that’s been missing since 2018 when some workmen put the dryer back. So I’m worried about it being a fire hazard.
Fezzik’s been sick. In and out of the Vet’s office let week, then spent the night at a Vet hospital Friday night.
Both my car and Dad’s truck need servicing.
I’m so, so sorry I’m issue dumping. Everyone has such bad problems and things going on these days. I have not been saying anything because I don’t have a right to dump my issues out on the world. But I’m just feeling like I’ve been hit by a tsunami.
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